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i can't be the person i wanna be .
whenever i tried to improve myself but i just can't find D E T E R M I N A T I O N this word.


the sudden emotion that i found in my heart :(

i'm
not clever
not pretty
not softspoken
not slim
not rich

human always find things to emo abt when they are too free
and yes thats wat i'm doing now . E M O T I O N A L .

raindrops falling when mummy said those words. even though i hate those words but some how i wished mum would talk more to me. the concern has been missed ever since THAT SHE came to our house . :( the spec that creates all the emotions. sigh i seriously hate the emotional that make me felt so U S E L E S S.
useless leads to wat m i gonna be or sld i said work as in the future? wat i gonna study ? i've simply no clue to all these ques!

PSB ? SIM ? MDIS ? SHATEC ?

sometimes i do wonder any of my friends looked down on me. the negative side that i dun wanna noe. i dun even have a O level wat can i do next ?
a tough question spinning through my head !

when the emotions start
the burden thought start to run !
i couldn't stop it and i just dun feel like admitting .
all i need now is SCHOOL !
and MONEY so that i won't need to rely on parents ! it's damn sucky when they NAGGED !

the emotional song that acc me through the night . WESTLIFE songs simply rocks :)
and the weekend thoughts always came into my mind.

HOW I WISH .................
i'm irreplaceable !

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin' too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When your gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When your gone
The face I came to know is missin'too
When your gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

i'm in love with this song . when you're gone .........


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