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messed up. as usual im up online-ing at this hour and everyone is slping soundly at home. I wanna blog sometime back i have a happy family =) Daddy tt cooks dinner, cut fruits, bake bread, make juice and serve me like im the queen. Mummy tt gives me allowance, buy me food whenever im hungry, smack my butt to show hw she dote on me and love me. Sister tt always treat me to restaurant, buy things for me, buy me dinner when im broke, disturb me everynight without fail and always dote me. Brother that always help in almost everything, buy me contact lens, buy me dinner and always treat me food =) im feeling kinda of messed up with all the shit i've done and i noe there's no point pondering over the result. im consoling myself to be strong & not to shed a tear cause i've grown up =) just that i can't bring myself to disappoint my parent again & again. im worried everyday after the result released and next sem im repeating extra 2 module so im taking 5 module. i can't promise anything cause i noe im such a lousy loser i feel like avoiding everyone esp those in sch =( i bought it upon myself.. im such a letdown... i promise myself i won't go club until march =) a ranting entry. i just feel like whinning to myself now.. thanks besties for staying by my side when im down... esp you Kengie Kho =) & his greetings that brighten up my day =) thanks. optimistic im *TRYING* to be ... i'll be back for updates soon! GOOD LUCK for FTT later!!
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