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Recently, i feel so out of place wherever i went.
my mind is tainted, polluted or even growing moulds all over.
pretty much serious that i can't control my way of thinking.
i'm not contented with what i have now.
i wanna be different and yet i'm still standing at the same position without moving even a step forward.

when everything gets me so worked out and frustrated,
i wish that i could just turn back and walk a different route
from what i'm seeking now.

sigh, i really hatred the world revolving me right now..
not thinking that "WHAT IF' one day .....................
totally not in the mood to daydream with this kinda of thinking.
i'm awake cos of REALITY this word.

what do i really want my future to be?
i noe saying and whinning makes me a real pathetic soul cos im not doing anything at all.
REFLECTING, trying hard to be :(

just a nothing, really a nothing & a pathetic nothing.


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