profile
chongshiying.
twenty-three.
fifteen.june.onenineeighteight.
Flavors Archive
|
ANNYEONG! i feel so much better after a slp :) not a emo bitch today!  so here's a SMILE photo of myself :) I'M SMILING !dunno when will i feel this way again though i really feel is pointless, worthless & stupid. but seriously u can't control how u feel isn't it? even how much ur friend saying U THINK TOO MUCH! but actually i found it pointless to say too much.. so they have their point of view & i have mine :) but truth is how to not thinking so much? i'm not out to play in the 1st place. alright blame it on myself for being serious too... tskkkk! enough of those emo nemo BGR ... i think i've wasted way too much time & still keep on wasting till now.. so so so dead... not earning money & study like shit now.. just read xiaxue blog & saw her super nice gum & whitening teeth.. i feel like going for invisalign/braces most importantly WHITENING! i got so much things to do so much things to buy but no money:( HAHAHA! when there's no love i need to divert attention back to make myself prettier ! well, there's nth wrong being a BIMBO and make myself feels good !!!!!! ok here's the month of SEP & OCTOBER outings! dinner & birthday celebrations!  tooties meetup at central for korean food!MY LOSER NIGHT at ZOUK!   I wanna erase that night so much! haha! there came a stupid guy that's super gross & fucked up! pissed with myself getting so emo like fuck too!!!! & i expect that night to be with him :( what a stupid night with friend drunk text & calling -.- OMG totally ruined night!!! Dad's birthday Celebration!    Thanks all my friends for coming :) free poker session was quite a success too! hope they had fun !!Filter Anniversary!     i tot it was a good night in fact it wasn't.. that was the day everything changed.Good to say i'm super high again or bad to say he's turned off. whatever it is, is over. smile to the cam & say i did went to party with the cataracs on FILTER ANNIVERSARY!  the birdnest feast day with ass.and i rem i went zouk without her tt day to find him! hahaha! thanks boss for signing me into members:) totally a happy day cos i passed my M5 tt day too! sad to say that was the last day we met too! Jing's Birthday!    Bananas finally reunion at OCT 2011, cos MISS GUO always went MIA during our birthday celebration! well, despite everyone busy schedule i'm really glad that all make a effort to meet for jing's birthday with additional of jing's bf! time passes so damn fast.. we used to meetup super often till nw only each of our birthday den we meetup.. the sad part of growing up :( Happy Birthday 23rd to JING! Tiff's birthday!   well, she's another person that i seldom meetup with... but still we need to have some update & celebrate her birthday! so it was kinda of last min meetup too! thumbs up for our effort too!!Winebar!   started to like them more & more.. the party grp that make me LOL!i used to dislike this bunch of guys and now i think im addicted to meet them cos they make me feel really comfortable being with them & make me feel i'm more worth to be with them! Shu Birthday !  Went dinner at Ma Maison for shu vivi birthday & as promised we went to take neoprints.. it was damn long ago since we took neoprints! good memories & having fun :) Porky's birthday!  RED PIG for porky's birthday :) dessert after tt.. though our meetup is getting shorter & shorter ..but still effort wise we always made a effort!! heee.. our friend is gonna hold her banquet next yr ..another thing to look forward to for mao fam! :) Lastly, my CURRENT EXCITEMENT which i've been looking forward to!  2PM, 19th NOV i'm coming... now i'm thinking whether sld i go SNSD concert since i'm feeling so empty.. i need new excitement again!!! time for TV! nights!!BYE!
7:41 PM
△ permalink
|
|
