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feels like CRAP right now.  all the positivity just gone with a gust of wind.i dunno whether is a tough period for me to go through or i'm just too free to feel that i'm going through all these shits. I noe is all abt my mentality but i just couldn't control to think of negative things ard me. i rem i once told bestie to stop all those negativity & be positive. now i truly understand how she felt at tt moment. to be exact not worse than her but when he started to affect me, i turned into such a state. GOD is really playing a joke on me after 2 yrs.. situation changed too absurd i sld say.. i'm under a spell or ate a poison apple that i can't bring myself out of it? sad to say YES, IM GETTING AFFECTED AGAIN.. if the starting point is alrdy that tough.. maybe i sld really give up and move on with a better person that will appreaciate me and not letting me feel so worthless after all. i've experience the feeling of cold , worthless & one sided. *KARMA ALL IN ONE* i'm getting too serious this time round. thanks for teaching me a gd lesson ... i'll be good and learn how to love .. i'll say gd bye if is really not meant to be :)  meanwhile, enjoy the moment whole heartedly.
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